In the darkness of night
I long for your touch
For you to hold me tight
Hearing your heartbeat come in rhythm with mine
Fearing that together, this is our last time

Feeling the warmth of your breath on my skin
Growing warmer as the lights go dim
Temptation is urging at my thoughts
Knowing this is where all innocents is lost

Saying I love you is caught in my throat
Drowning in my feelings
You keep me a float.
Praying that this night will never end
Knowing that our faces, we'll never see again

Regretting all the fights and silly arguments
Ready to take it back in one second
Wanting more time
The one thing we can't have
Leaving each other seems like an unforgivable crime
Knowing that forever I will always be yours
And you will be mine

What choice do we have?
Our lives we will live
This one crime we will have to forgive
Saying goodbye is hard to do
There's just thing left to say
As I whisper in your ear
I love you.

im not perfect

I am not a perfect person,
And I don't try to be.
I am just another imprisoned soul,
That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,
I don't want to shed anymore tears.
I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,
This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,
Or to tell you how I feel.
I just want to know the difference,
Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,
That is waiting to be found.
I'm just another liability,
That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,
And I'm about to hit the ground.
But I don't expect anyone to catch me,
Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,
They just ignore me everyday.
No one really cares enough,
To even ask me if I'm okay.

all alone

It is dark in this place
Once filled with hopes and dreams
It is now only hatred and pain
I am on my own side
Everyone else stays in the light
They are filled with happiness
While I am filled with anything but that
No one is with me
No one will ever be
They are happy, I am not
They will never understand me
Nor will they ever wish to
I can not blame them
I would also want to remain happy
But I have forgotten how
I don't know how to go back to the sunshine
I only know rain and night now
I watch the moon
It is my only friend
It understands and listens
Though it never talks to me
It helps me throughout my life
It is my last light
My last light of hope, dream, and my one love
And that shall never die ou

im alone

I float in a pool of darkness
Cold presses in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn

I ache with sorrow
I hunger to leave
To escape
To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard
To be loved

i like the way you look at me

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes gleaming so bright,
Staring into my eyes
Making everything just so right
And as I feel the smoothness
Deep within your heart
I know you're the one for me
Because I can feel the spark
It's so beautiful, so pure
It touches the inner soul
And the sweet and honest truth is that
Without you, I'm just not whole..
And no matter what you say or what do
I know it can't hurt as bad as I hurt you
And I want you to know that I'm not through
Because I think there should be a me and you