kemarin (19/10/2009) aq g jejalan g kk .. aq tiba d cp almost 12pm... aq walking without purpose dalam half an hour g2.. an then sitting for nothing and waiting for *my boo*.. ada lah orang tu.. tak perlu aq g taw sepa nama dia lar kan... biar aq n org yg sedia maklum sepa org tu ja yang mengerti huhuhuhu.....waiting dia til jam 12.30 lar...jumpa n crita2 .as we know lar kan kami ni law duk br2 jak memang pelik kadang bercerita.. n kadang sunyi jak bah...huuh tapi aq bahagia jika bersama dengan dia... gembira dapat kuar ngan dia...huhuh . pas2 kami jejalan kejap n then duduk ag di bangku yg d khaskan tuk oku/pregnant mums/kids.. tp kami duk ja bah...sambil menanti my crush..kami cerita2 jak sambil melihat keadaan sekeliling ni...ada benda yg paling best ni.. ada wa cina talking in hp but stand beside me.. speak in chinese ag tu ..panjang dia cakap nthen yg aq faham kata2 aknir dia jak..*ok* hahahah pas tu kami borak tntang orang tu,,, kami ketawa berabis ni... uda lama aq tak ketawa bersama dia wa...bahagia ni...manis senyuman dia...as i hope to see every day in my live.. pas tu datang la my crush.. kami duk2 sambil crita2.. nthen jejalan ag.. jam 4.00 my crush plang coz maw antar kawan dia ot ambil kwn dia d airport..so aq n my boo jejalan ag... dia kata borong ni.. tp aq tak pena rasa boring bila bersama dengan dia..dia belikan aq air orange.. n then kami jejalan g tingkat paling bawah n duduk d TEMPAT KALI PERTAMA KALI JUMPA.. huhuh just sitting 4 nothing silent but so happinesses 4 me.. dia kata t jam 5 ada kwn di datang... so tepat jam 5 aq kata ama dia aq chaw luk kami salam n then aq jalan sorang2.. lepak d palm squre til jam 8... aq ada nampak dia ama kwn2 dia but malas nak tegur .. coz tak nak gangu time dia ama kwn2 dia... aq pusing2 til jam 9.... pastu aq pulang.. aq mcg dia tanya uda plg taw lum.. but teda answer ni.. kecewa..hahahah. pulang ums terus aq teda mood pla.... penat sesangat tp tak da tido coz my mind cannot stop thinking ni...
tu la kisah aq ..daaaaa
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
aq .
adakah aq yg jadi punca segalanya ....
sejak aq hadir dalam hidup DORANG aq rasa something ja.
dorang gaduh2 nie..........
adeiiiiii..
sejak aq hadir dalam hidup DORANG aq rasa something ja.
dorang gaduh2 nie..........
adeiiiiii..
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Whispering Willows |
| by Laura Mason |
| Whispering willows in the wind, Throughout their calm, majestic leaves, Breathe a sigh of unspoken tales, Fables of hangings and murder plots, The love-affairs of courting couples, Names on bark entwined for love, Sleeping beasts awaken at dawn, Burrowing to the surface skin, But at night, how she sleeps, Her slow steady process, Growing, receiving and giving new hope, Where she falls, others will succeed, Her place overturned in the, Circle of life. |
I Am Someone |
| by Annastasia Aressia |
| I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone |
Look Within |
| by WhtDove |
| There is so much beauty in This wondrous, blue rose If only we could capture it Within our very souls If we could take its beauty And apply the glow within Search a little deeper In the soul beneath our skin Take what it does stand for And shed its love abroad Don't hide the glow within you But share the love of God You know you can't touch beauty Without it rubbing off on you And spreading it to others In the kindness that you do There lies within each one of us The beauty like this rose When it's used in touching others Then its beauty overflows |
Into Every Life |
| by Christopher |
| he looks into air, himself falling rain Dripping coldness past, memories old pain. Drops fall, the puddling his damp water-life. Spiraling a mirror, self-lonely strife. A sigh, one frown, crying soft saddened tears. Storms of remember - through bleak yesteryear. Clouds a-whorl, dark sky sheltering fair heart. But how can he joy, while taking no part? Covering cold soul, corona of defense. Defying the stab of her fate's intents. This is madness, he thinks in plaintive cry. I'm here, on the cusp, of lay down and die. What my destiny, but an empty-off dream? A plaything with which gods and angels scheme. Am I doomed then to live, time never-free? Subsumed wholly 'neath life's scattered debris? Is justice, outside this torrential doubt? Perhaps more than sorrow, painful fall-out? Is love, perhaps, just a sliver of sun? Shining through mists, revealing Avalon? Personal paradise, which I can own, Evoking happiness, hither unknown? he raises from streets of lonely no more. Light slicing through darkness, hopes washed ashore. His withered gait now straightening with pride. he glides like an angel 'cross future's tide. Belief in life renewed, no, only found. Footsteps echoing, a cadence of sound. Caressing the ground, sing the beat of his heart. Into the sun seeking love's brand new start. |
A Rose |
| by Elizabeth |
| A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain! |
I Am |
| by Skyfyre |
| I am ... A man With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A man, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about he weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A man, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissant but that which I afford Him -- And so, I can wait, I can be happy tomorrow, Sleep is for the dead; but its ghosts haunt my waking ... I feel ... Too much -- too deeply to be directionless, Too real for imagining, and yet the familiar eyes Hold nothing of recognition -- only my reflection -- A meeting of shadows in sunlit glass; I touch ... The downy wings of hope, in wonder, In reverence, in need, in hunger; Alas, it burns my fingers as a flame, A sacrilege, self-defined ... I worry ... That I am alone; that in my longing I have forsaken all -- but oh, what reward, What smile divine should light the path to freedom -- And how can I but heed the siren's call? I cry ... For having too much, for fear of bursting, And then, when by the pouring of my soul I lie, a vessel emptied, I cry again For what was had, and lost; I am A man, empty ... I understand That life is what you make it, That sometimes, the coat of many colors That marks your triumphs brightly, blends only To loneliest of grey ... I say That we are made by life, shaped, Broken, perhaps -- unmade and voided -- But always, the core of us remains, waiting With only faith, with trust, to be reborn; I dream Of bluest waters, reaching With unnatural hands toward the faded sky, Of dolphins that wander in seas without limits, Carrying me water-breathing past corals and clouds ... I try ... To lead by example, knowing That merely the telling holds no power; A gift of giving is merely a day, while A gift of knowing spans forever; I hope ... That my darkness holds you gently, That pain is halved by sharing, that feeling Wields nothing past the words it summons, Except that it touch you with only healing ... I am A man, only. |
Their Pain |
| by Meredith Mcghin |
| I can only imagine What it's like to sacrifice How it feels to do without What it takes to pay the price To offer all I have Unto others with a need I can only imagine For myself, I live in greed I can only imagine What it's like to be alone How it feels to be rejected How to get by on my own To never share a secret To feel empty deep inside I can only imagine For myself, I live in pride I can only imagine What it's like to be abused How it feels to lie awake Feeling angry, tired and bruised To have no friend to turn to Filled with rage I can't release I can only imagine For myself, I live in peace I can only imagine What it's like to know such pain How it feels to wake each morning With a past I can't explain To live a constant nightmare That no else can parallel I can only imagine But for them, they live in Hell |
Rose Of Life |
| by Ellie LeJeune |
| I am unfolding gently beneath your loving touch Becoming I let wholeness breath my petals free Awareness Sweet fragrant Spirit touching senses into life Wisdom Giving beauty back to the universe Knowing Each petal, sweet miracle of life Oneness We are hues of color, yet one in Spirits blossom |
In Times Of |
| by Kit McCallum |
| My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found. My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion. It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ... And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact. |
In Times Of |
| by Kit McCallum |
| My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found. My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion. It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ... And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact. |
Drifting |
| by Kit McCallum |
| I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, To focus through the haze, Just serves to add more questions, Through my endless, tired gaze. Perhaps I'm trying just too hard, To understand it all, For can we ever truly know Just what we have in store? Each incident, each moment passed, Just adds upon the next, But in the end, will I find truth ... Or will I be perplexed? Perhaps I make it harder Than it has to be sometimes, But will my searching bring to me My meaning over time? Or will it leave me broken, And confused as I feel now, While questions bring no solitude, To this, my wrinkled brow. |
Let It Fall |
| by Michael G |
| One more anti-hero worship from the depths of some enigmatic fool that left the suburbs for the open fields of post modern flight from hell. No, not from the quakes or the rumblings of racism, that stench we all tend to want to get rid of, but the fact that there were just too many things wrong. So off I went to the last journey of my youth, through the pubs and alleys of Los Angeles that served many nights of reckless talk and the establishment be damned. There goes Happy House, Scream and all those open up at 10 pm party houses, where you paid 5 bucks to drink yourself to life, and walk out Saturday morning at 6 am like the kind demons we were. And dance the pain that we had kept for the week and wonder what 30 would be like and if the Virgin Prunes were right about "If I die I die". But then, that love in your soul the one that makes you write and pour out those false indignities that caress your heart and mind for after all we've been through stars have their moments and then they die |
by Steven Mather
If one more day should pass me by
without a glimpse of you.
If cold night should once more descend
before I feel your silent touch;
if sunset comes without a word,
then tears will bubble from my eyes
to river down my face.
My heart will like a deadstone lie
and I, forlorn and hopeless,
will turn away to die.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
In the darkness of night
I long for your touch
For you to hold me tight
Hearing your heartbeat come in rhythm with mine
Fearing that together, this is our last time
Feeling the warmth of your breath on my skin
Growing warmer as the lights go dim
Temptation is urging at my thoughts
Knowing this is where all innocents is lost
Saying I love you is caught in my throat
Drowning in my feelings
You keep me a float.
Praying that this night will never end
Knowing that our faces, we'll never see again
Regretting all the fights and silly arguments
Ready to take it back in one second
Wanting more time
The one thing we can't have
Leaving each other seems like an unforgivable crime
Knowing that forever I will always be yours
And you will be mine
What choice do we have?
Our lives we will live
This one crime we will have to forgive
Saying goodbye is hard to do
There's just thing left to say
As I whisper in your ear
I love you.
I long for your touch
For you to hold me tight
Hearing your heartbeat come in rhythm with mine
Fearing that together, this is our last time
Feeling the warmth of your breath on my skin
Growing warmer as the lights go dim
Temptation is urging at my thoughts
Knowing this is where all innocents is lost
Saying I love you is caught in my throat
Drowning in my feelings
You keep me a float.
Praying that this night will never end
Knowing that our faces, we'll never see again
Regretting all the fights and silly arguments
Ready to take it back in one second
Wanting more time
The one thing we can't have
Leaving each other seems like an unforgivable crime
Knowing that forever I will always be yours
And you will be mine
What choice do we have?
Our lives we will live
This one crime we will have to forgive
Saying goodbye is hard to do
There's just thing left to say
As I whisper in your ear
I love you.
im not perfect
I am not a perfect person,
And I don't try to be.
I am just another imprisoned soul,
That is longing to be set free.
I don't want to be in this place anymore,
I don't want to shed anymore tears.
I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,
This has gone on for too many years.
I don't want to show my emotions,
Or to tell you how I feel.
I just want to know the difference,
Between what is fake and what is real.
I'm just another lost soul,
That is waiting to be found.
I'm just another liability,
That you don't want around.
I'm just falling through the air,
And I'm about to hit the ground.
But I don't expect anyone to catch me,
Because no one wants me around.
No one really cares about me,
They just ignore me everyday.
No one really cares enough,
To even ask me if I'm okay.
all alone
It is dark in this place
Once filled with hopes and dreams
It is now only hatred and pain
I am on my own side
Everyone else stays in the light
They are filled with happiness
While I am filled with anything but that
No one is with me
No one will ever be
They are happy, I am not
They will never understand me
Nor will they ever wish to
I can not blame them
I would also want to remain happy
But I have forgotten how
I don't know how to go back to the sunshine
I only know rain and night now
I watch the moon
It is my only friend
It understands and listens
Though it never talks to me
It helps me throughout my life
It is my last light
My last light of hope, dream, and my one love
And that shall never die ou
Once filled with hopes and dreams
It is now only hatred and pain
I am on my own side
Everyone else stays in the light
They are filled with happiness
While I am filled with anything but that
No one is with me
No one will ever be
They are happy, I am not
They will never understand me
Nor will they ever wish to
I can not blame them
I would also want to remain happy
But I have forgotten how
I don't know how to go back to the sunshine
I only know rain and night now
I watch the moon
It is my only friend
It understands and listens
Though it never talks to me
It helps me throughout my life
It is my last light
My last light of hope, dream, and my one love
And that shall never die ou
im alone
I float in a pool of darkness
Cold presses in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn
I ache with sorrow
I hunger to leave
To escape
To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard
To be loved
Cold presses in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn
I ache with sorrow
I hunger to leave
To escape
To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard
To be loved
i like the way you look at me
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes gleaming so bright,
Staring into my eyes
Making everything just so right
And as I feel the smoothness
Deep within your heart
I know you're the one for me
Because I can feel the spark
It's so beautiful, so pure
It touches the inner soul
And the sweet and honest truth is that
Without you, I'm just not whole..
And no matter what you say or what do
I know it can't hurt as bad as I hurt you
And I want you to know that I'm not through
Because I think there should be a me and you
Your eyes gleaming so bright,
Staring into my eyes
Making everything just so right
And as I feel the smoothness
Deep within your heart
I know you're the one for me
Because I can feel the spark
It's so beautiful, so pure
It touches the inner soul
And the sweet and honest truth is that
Without you, I'm just not whole..
And no matter what you say or what do
I know it can't hurt as bad as I hurt you
And I want you to know that I'm not through
Because I think there should be a me and you
Sunday, August 9, 2009
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Friday, July 31, 2009
about my self
seorang yang pendiam....tapi klu da jumpa ngan kawan 1 kepala riuh semacam...
seorang yang pemaaf, law marah pun x lama 2 or tiga jam ja lepas tidur lupa la tu......namun iyanya akan kekal sebagai kenangan....kuat makan ni tapi nda juga pandai gemuk.. teramat caring n penyayang...law aq da sayang ngan 1 orang ia akan kekal sampai bila2 pun..suka bercerita tapi ngan kawan2 yang 1 kepala la law ngan org len cam cewek aq taw org yg aq sayang dalam diam taw terang, aq pemalu ni tapi aq rasa bahagia bila duduk ber2 selama berjam walaw tidak banyak yg kami bualkan... seorang yang misterious...penyimpam rahsiah...gatal ngan org trtentu ja...susah sangat nak marah...suka merajuk ngan geng2 satu kepala... wawawawawaww...selalu berperangai pelik mgkin coz aq suka sangat warna HITAM N PUTIH.... kadang2 suka warna biru n hijau...ikut mood juga bah .... aq jarang peduli sal pandangan org about aq...aq redah ja pa pun org kata..... tak suka n selesa la law org perhatikan aq lama2....suka cari kawan n mahu sentiasa berada bersama2 ngan kawan..sehari tak da kawan mcm seluruh jiwa aq hilang dari badan..aq sanggat SETIA... walau org yg aq cintai tak setia.....seorang yang chearing n talkactive n senyuman tak pena hilang dari bibir aq ..ni kata lecturer english aq.tak taw la betul taw nda..suka sangat bersms.... kreadit abis pun sal sms,,selalu sangat abis kreadit ni..law nda sms orang macam maw demam pla... bagi aq ""cinta itu rahmat terindah walau ia tidak berbalas"" huhuhuhuh tah napa aq kata g2..ia lahir dari hati tulusku..huhuhuh
seumur hidup aq aq selalu berhadapan ngan pilihan yang sememangnya tidak dapat aq pilih....
hehehehehhh
seorang yang peka ngan keadaan sekeliling..terlalu peka ngan perasaan org sekeliling...tak suka menyusahkan orang lain...suka dengar luahan hati orang .... walau aq tidak dapat membantu tapi sekurang2nya jadi pendengar yang setia...
sentimental heart...mudah terluka namun teda sepa yang akan tahu andai aq terluka... menjaga perasaan org lebih penting bagi aq dr jaga perasaan aq... kebahagiaan org adalah kebahagiaan aq ... suka lagu2 yang ada unsur cinta...tak kira bm or bi...jika aq tak da mood or sedih or kecewa tu mesti aq diam ja tanpa kata n masa ni aq perlu seseorang di sisi menemani aq tapi jangan tanya aq apa2 t aq nangis..hehehehe PELIK kan aq,,,, jangan tanya pa2 just look n see..
CINTA N PERSAHABATAN kena terjalin serentak...huhuhu jiwang bah aq ni kadang2..
law aq satu orang ja tanpa teman d sisi mesti aq sedih... law aq sedih ni aq mesti berangan2.. kuat sangat berfikir..wawawawa
ni la serba sedikit tentang aq,,, law maw taw sepa aq ni kena la berkawan ngan aq t batu ko taw sepa aq yang sebenar2nya..
seorang yang pemaaf, law marah pun x lama 2 or tiga jam ja lepas tidur lupa la tu......namun iyanya akan kekal sebagai kenangan....kuat makan ni tapi nda juga pandai gemuk.. teramat caring n penyayang...law aq da sayang ngan 1 orang ia akan kekal sampai bila2 pun..suka bercerita tapi ngan kawan2 yang 1 kepala la law ngan org len cam cewek aq taw org yg aq sayang dalam diam taw terang, aq pemalu ni tapi aq rasa bahagia bila duduk ber2 selama berjam walaw tidak banyak yg kami bualkan... seorang yang misterious...penyimpam rahsiah...gatal ngan org trtentu ja...susah sangat nak marah...suka merajuk ngan geng2 satu kepala... wawawawawaww...selalu berperangai pelik mgkin coz aq suka sangat warna HITAM N PUTIH.... kadang2 suka warna biru n hijau...ikut mood juga bah .... aq jarang peduli sal pandangan org about aq...aq redah ja pa pun org kata..... tak suka n selesa la law org perhatikan aq lama2....suka cari kawan n mahu sentiasa berada bersama2 ngan kawan..sehari tak da kawan mcm seluruh jiwa aq hilang dari badan..aq sanggat SETIA... walau org yg aq cintai tak setia.....seorang yang chearing n talkactive n senyuman tak pena hilang dari bibir aq ..ni kata lecturer english aq.tak taw la betul taw nda..suka sangat bersms.... kreadit abis pun sal sms,,selalu sangat abis kreadit ni..law nda sms orang macam maw demam pla... bagi aq ""cinta itu rahmat terindah walau ia tidak berbalas"" huhuhuhuh tah napa aq kata g2..ia lahir dari hati tulusku..huhuhuh
seumur hidup aq aq selalu berhadapan ngan pilihan yang sememangnya tidak dapat aq pilih....
hehehehehhh
seorang yang peka ngan keadaan sekeliling..terlalu peka ngan perasaan org sekeliling...tak suka menyusahkan orang lain...suka dengar luahan hati orang .... walau aq tidak dapat membantu tapi sekurang2nya jadi pendengar yang setia...
sentimental heart...mudah terluka namun teda sepa yang akan tahu andai aq terluka... menjaga perasaan org lebih penting bagi aq dr jaga perasaan aq... kebahagiaan org adalah kebahagiaan aq ... suka lagu2 yang ada unsur cinta...tak kira bm or bi...jika aq tak da mood or sedih or kecewa tu mesti aq diam ja tanpa kata n masa ni aq perlu seseorang di sisi menemani aq tapi jangan tanya aq apa2 t aq nangis..hehehehe PELIK kan aq,,,, jangan tanya pa2 just look n see..
CINTA N PERSAHABATAN kena terjalin serentak...huhuhu jiwang bah aq ni kadang2..
law aq satu orang ja tanpa teman d sisi mesti aq sedih... law aq sedih ni aq mesti berangan2..
ni la serba sedikit tentang aq,,, law maw taw sepa aq ni kena la berkawan ngan aq t batu ko taw sepa aq yang sebenar2nya..
Sunday, July 26, 2009
aq
hidup umpama suatu perlayaran
sekejap airnya tenang sangat
membuat hati tenang n bahagia
tiada kata yang dapat mengambarkan nya
tapi
bila da brgelora
semua ketenangan hilang begitu sahaja
tanpa pesan tau tanda
perlayaran hidup aq lagi tak dapat diduga
semuanya berubah tanpa ada sebab yang jelas
hanya tuhan yang lebih mengerti segalanya
namun aq terlalu lemah tuk melalui semua ini tanpa ada teman d sisi
tubuhkuyang kerdil umpama semut di lautan
terlalu payah tuk mengharungi badai yang mendatang
kehadiran teman membawa suatu perubahan
change yang membawa pelbagai warna2 kehidupan
warna yang mampu menyinari segenap inci duniaku
melukis kenangan indah suka n duka bersama
namun semua itu bukan hakiki
bisa pergi tanpa d pinta
walau semua itu adalah suatu keindahan namun aq harus pasrah melepaskan...
kerna aq tahu bahwa
'' YANG PATAH TUMBUH,,YANG HILANG BERGANTI''
namun ia tak mungkin sama
beza amat berbeza....
biarlah aq meniti hari2 mendatang dengan penuh ketabahan
walau ia perit
walau ia sukar
akan ku tempuhi dengan penuh ketabahan
sekejap airnya tenang sangat
membuat hati tenang n bahagia
tiada kata yang dapat mengambarkan nya
tapi
bila da brgelora
semua ketenangan hilang begitu sahaja
tanpa pesan tau tanda
perlayaran hidup aq lagi tak dapat diduga
semuanya berubah tanpa ada sebab yang jelas
hanya tuhan yang lebih mengerti segalanya
namun aq terlalu lemah tuk melalui semua ini tanpa ada teman d sisi
tubuhkuyang kerdil umpama semut di lautan
terlalu payah tuk mengharungi badai yang mendatang
kehadiran teman membawa suatu perubahan
change yang membawa pelbagai warna2 kehidupan
warna yang mampu menyinari segenap inci duniaku
melukis kenangan indah suka n duka bersama
namun semua itu bukan hakiki
bisa pergi tanpa d pinta
walau semua itu adalah suatu keindahan namun aq harus pasrah melepaskan...
kerna aq tahu bahwa
'' YANG PATAH TUMBUH,,YANG HILANG BERGANTI''
namun ia tak mungkin sama
beza amat berbeza....
biarlah aq meniti hari2 mendatang dengan penuh ketabahan
walau ia perit
walau ia sukar
akan ku tempuhi dengan penuh ketabahan
Sunday, July 19, 2009
huhuhuhu
Friday, July 10, 2009
my new pics
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
salam..
hari ni aq risaw sangat... kawan aq balik tawaw sermalam
td subuh dia ada sms yang ada tanah runtuh kat ranau...
aq sma dia balik jam 8 pagi tp PENDING..m
ni la buat aq risaw ni.....
hope la dia dlm keadaan yg baik ...
aq mc tak dpt duduk diam ni...
risaw sangat ni sekarang...
pa la dia buat sekarang...
da sampai ker belum...
hope uda sampai dalam keadaan yang selamat..
td subuh dia ada sms yang ada tanah runtuh kat ranau...
aq sma dia balik jam 8 pagi tp PENDING..m
ni la buat aq risaw ni.....
hope la dia dlm keadaan yg baik ...
aq mc tak dpt duduk diam ni...
risaw sangat ni sekarang...
pa la dia buat sekarang...
da sampai ker belum...
hope uda sampai dalam keadaan yang selamat..
salam.......
hari ni aq rasa pelik.....
hati aq berdebar2
tak taw la pla knapa ni
rindu
cinta
sayang
semua bersatu di mindaku...
moga segalanya baik2 belaka
hati aq berdebar2
tak taw la pla knapa ni
rindu
cinta
sayang
semua bersatu di mindaku...
moga segalanya baik2 belaka
Monday, July 6, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
im home
ari ni aq masuk ums uda ni......
bermula la sem 3
moga2 ointer thn ni naik lar...
gembira....msk cini....sedih tinggalkan DIA
aq sendiri tak pasti a sebenarnya perasaan aq sekarang ni..
huhuhhuhu mampukah aq jalani hidu ini begini...
hanya masa n keadaan yg bisa menjawabnya..
bermula la sem 3
moga2 ointer thn ni naik lar...
gembira....msk cini....sedih tinggalkan DIA
aq sendiri tak pasti a sebenarnya perasaan aq sekarang ni..
huhuhhuhu mampukah aq jalani hidu ini begini...
hanya masa n keadaan yg bisa menjawabnya..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
salam...
ari ni paling teruk dalam hidup aq
tunggu 2jam tp nda dapat pa2 ni....
tah sala aq taw sepa?
biarlah
tekanan ja aq fikir.........
rindu pla ngan DIA
tunggu 2jam tp nda dapat pa2 ni....
tah sala aq taw sepa?
biarlah
tekanan ja aq fikir.........
rindu pla ngan DIA
Monday, June 29, 2009
fuh
Sunday, June 28, 2009
salam
salam
semalam aq jalan ngan dia......
rasa boring juga lar............
tapi aq rasa bahagia bla brdua ngan dia......
huhuhuhuhuhu
semalam aq jalan ngan dia......
rasa boring juga lar............
tapi aq rasa bahagia bla brdua ngan dia......
huhuhuhuhuhu
Friday, June 26, 2009
salam
hari ni aq penat sangat
satu hari aq teda kat umah
pagi aq jalan ngan nenek aq.......pulang petang.....
pas tu aq jalan lagi gi jumpa my best friends...........
walauapapun...... aq happy sangat.aq bahagiah sangat dapat jumpa Z
HEHEHEHEHEEH
satu hari aq teda kat umah
pagi aq jalan ngan nenek aq.......pulang petang.....
pas tu aq jalan lagi gi jumpa my best friends...........
walauapapun...... aq happy sangat.aq bahagiah sangat dapat jumpa Z
HEHEHEHEHEEH
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
salam.
hari ni abiz uda aq punya kursus kepimpinan.
skrg aq free la ni...
HARI NI AQ LG RINDDU NGAN ''Z''
huhuhuhuhuh
napa bah aq ni nda trkawal uda
skrg aq free la ni...
HARI NI AQ LG RINDDU NGAN ''Z''
huhuhuhuhuh
napa bah aq ni nda trkawal uda
SALAM.........
aq rinddu ngan org yang paling aq sayang lepasdiri aq. kluarga.gf.kawan...
tak tau napa dia yg slalu ada dalam kotak mindaku berbanding org lain
'Z' orang yang bisa buat otakku menjadi tenang.....
dia buat aq bahagiah walaupun kami hanya kawan.
tp bukan kawan biasa........
aq pun nda taw pa status hubungan kami.
tak tau napa dia yg slalu ada dalam kotak mindaku berbanding org lain
'Z' orang yang bisa buat otakku menjadi tenang.....
dia buat aq bahagiah walaupun kami hanya kawan.
tp bukan kawan biasa........
aq pun nda taw pa status hubungan kami.
hehehehe
HAREI NI AQ RASA RINDU SANGAT NGAN ORANG...
aq ikut kem kepimpinan ni sekarang
dari 23-25 jun2009
best juga lar......
dpa jmpa remai kawan baru.......
tp sok da last ni aq rasa windu la ni ngan dorang nanti
aq ikut kem kepimpinan ni sekarang
dari 23-25 jun2009
best juga lar......
dpa jmpa remai kawan baru.......
tp sok da last ni aq rasa windu la ni ngan dorang nanti
Sunday, June 21, 2009
its me........
Saturday, June 20, 2009
hidupku penuh dengan warna warni........di coretkan oleh insan2 yang ada disisi ku setiap waktuada warna yg membawaku ke arah kegembiraan.............ada warna yang bisa bawa ku ke alam bahagia........adajuga yang bisa menempatkan aq ke dalam keadaan yang begitu terumbang ambing........langkah kakiku begitu jauh berjalan kadang pantas kadang longlai, namua semua ini akan menjadi satu titian kearah yang PASTI, setiap derap langkah kakiku akan melukis citra hidupku citra warma warni dunia...........
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