Tuesday, October 20, 2009

walking without purpose.. sitting 4 nothing

kemarin (19/10/2009) aq g jejalan g kk .. aq tiba d cp almost 12pm... aq walking without purpose dalam half an hour g2.. an then sitting for nothing and waiting for *my boo*.. ada lah orang tu.. tak perlu aq g taw sepa nama dia lar kan... biar aq n org yg sedia maklum sepa org tu ja yang mengerti huhuhuhu.....waiting dia til jam 12.30 lar...jumpa n crita2 .as we know lar kan kami ni law duk br2 jak memang pelik kadang bercerita.. n kadang sunyi jak bah...huuh tapi aq bahagia jika bersama dengan dia... gembira dapat kuar ngan dia...huhuh . pas2 kami jejalan kejap n then duduk ag di bangku yg d khaskan tuk oku/pregnant mums/kids.. tp kami duk ja bah...sambil menanti my crush..kami cerita2 jak sambil melihat keadaan sekeliling ni...ada benda yg paling best ni.. ada wa cina talking in hp but stand beside me.. speak in chinese ag tu ..panjang dia cakap nthen yg aq faham kata2 aknir dia jak..*ok* hahahah pas tu kami borak tntang orang tu,,, kami ketawa berabis ni... uda lama aq tak ketawa bersama dia wa...bahagia ni...manis senyuman dia...as i hope to see every day in my live.. pas tu datang la my crush.. kami duk2 sambil crita2.. nthen jejalan ag.. jam 4.00 my crush plang coz maw antar kawan dia ot ambil kwn dia d airport..so aq n my boo jejalan ag... dia kata borong ni.. tp aq tak pena rasa boring bila bersama dengan dia..dia belikan aq air orange.. n then kami jejalan g tingkat paling bawah n duduk d TEMPAT KALI PERTAMA KALI JUMPA.. huhuh just sitting 4 nothing silent but so happinesses 4 me.. dia kata t jam 5 ada kwn di datang... so tepat jam 5 aq kata ama dia aq chaw luk kami salam n then aq jalan sorang2.. lepak d palm squre til jam 8... aq ada nampak dia ama kwn2 dia but malas nak tegur .. coz tak nak gangu time dia ama kwn2 dia... aq pusing2 til jam 9.... pastu aq pulang.. aq mcg dia tanya uda plg taw lum.. but teda answer ni.. kecewa..hahahah. pulang ums terus aq teda mood pla.... penat sesangat tp tak da tido coz my mind cannot stop thinking ni...
tu la kisah aq ..daaaaa

Saturday, September 26, 2009

aq .

adakah aq yg jadi punca segalanya ....
sejak aq hadir dalam hidup DORANG aq rasa something ja.
dorang gaduh2 nie..........
adeiiiiii..

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Whispering Willows

Whispering willows in the wind,
Throughout their calm, majestic leaves,
Breathe a sigh of unspoken tales,
Fables of hangings and murder plots,
The love-affairs of courting couples,
Names on bark entwined for love,
Sleeping beasts awaken at dawn,
Burrowing to the surface skin,
But at night, how she sleeps,
Her slow steady process,
Growing, receiving and giving new hope,
Where she falls, others will succeed,
Her place overturned in the,
Circle of life.

I Am Someone

I am someone
I walked past a dead face
even though the person was alive
I saw my eyes in the mirror
and cried at the sight
I looked at a person I didn¹t know
and I met a friend
I got heads to turn
when I walked past
I learned a lot about myself
when I lost a new friend
I cried every tear in my body
when I thought about love
I got hit bad
then got back in the ring
I climbed a mountain of rocks
and saw an eagle fly over- head
I heard terrible things about myself
when no one thought I was listening
I realized I was strong
when I didn¹t cry when it hurt
I found out who I was
when I was with someone else
I thought I was lost forever
when a friend found me
I held a life in my hand
and it was my own
I was a pawn in someone else's game
so I surrendered to a brook
I walked the fine line between surviving
and not wanting to survive
I still am
I am someone

Look Within

There is so much beauty in
This wondrous, blue rose
If only we could capture it
Within our very souls

If we could take its beauty
And apply the glow within
Search a little deeper
In the soul beneath our skin

Take what it does stand for
And shed its love abroad
Don't hide the glow within you
But share the love of God

You know you can't touch beauty
Without it rubbing off on you
And spreading it to others
In the kindness that you do

There lies within each one of us
The beauty like this rose
When it's used in touching others
Then its beauty overflows

Into Every Life

he looks into air, himself falling rain
Dripping coldness past, memories old pain.

Drops fall, the puddling his damp water-life.
Spiraling a mirror, self-lonely strife.

A sigh, one frown, crying soft saddened tears.
Storms of remember - through bleak yesteryear.

Clouds a-whorl, dark sky sheltering fair heart.
But how can he joy, while taking no part?

Covering cold soul, corona of defense.
Defying the stab of her fate's intents.

This is madness, he thinks in plaintive cry.
I'm here, on the cusp, of lay down and die.

What my destiny, but an empty-off dream?
A plaything with which gods and angels scheme.

Am I doomed then to live, time never-free?
Subsumed wholly 'neath life's scattered debris?

Is justice, outside this torrential doubt?
Perhaps more than sorrow, painful fall-out?

Is love, perhaps, just a sliver of sun?
Shining through mists, revealing Avalon?

Personal paradise, which I can own,
Evoking happiness, hither unknown?

he raises from streets of lonely no more.
Light slicing through darkness, hopes washed ashore.

His withered gait now straightening with pride.
he glides like an angel 'cross future's tide.

Belief in life renewed, no, only found.
Footsteps echoing, a cadence of sound.

Caressing the ground, sing the beat of his heart.
Into the sun seeking love's brand new start.

A Rose

A lovely rose with petals soft
A scent so sweet and light
So beautiful a flower
With colors shining bright.
But something not so savory
About the fragrant rose -
The thorns, so sharp upon the stem,
That sharpen as it grows.
Yet still lovely is the flower
Despite the thorns that prick
Just as life and love are sweet
They too have thorns that stick.
But do not fear to live or love,
Life's not exempt from pain -
So pick a rose, you may get hurt,
But you will also gain!

I Am

I am ...
A man
With a full heart, hidden
Somewhere in an empty room ...
With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet
Neither all of summer's green;
I wonder ...
If love is a tale made for children --
A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence --
A honey-coating to help their throats
Choke down the bitter draught ...
I hear ...
A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed,
Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw
Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked,
His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread;
I see ...
A man, proud, uncompromising,
Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears
That fall in desolation about he weary feet,
Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ...
I want ...
A measure of quietude, a certain silence,
The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming,
The nothing that stills the wanting,
The numb, the cold that laughs at pain;
I am
A man,
hidden ...

I pretend ...
That I can live forever -- that Time
Has no puissant but that which I afford Him --
And so, I can wait, I can be happy tomorrow,
Sleep is for the dead; but its ghosts haunt my waking ...
I feel ...
Too much -- too deeply to be directionless,
Too real for imagining, and yet the familiar eyes
Hold nothing of recognition -- only my reflection --
A meeting of shadows in sunlit glass;
I touch ...
The downy wings of hope, in wonder,
In reverence, in need, in hunger;
Alas, it burns my fingers as a flame,
A sacrilege, self-defined ...
I worry ...
That I am alone; that in my longing
I have forsaken all -- but oh, what reward,
What smile divine should light the path to freedom --
And how can I but heed the siren's call?
I cry ...
For having too much, for fear of bursting,
And then, when by the pouring of my soul
I lie, a vessel emptied, I cry again
For what was had, and lost;
I am
A man,
empty ...

I understand
That life is what you make it,
That sometimes, the coat of many colors
That marks your triumphs brightly, blends only
To loneliest of grey ...
I say
That we are made by life, shaped,
Broken, perhaps -- unmade and voided --
But always, the core of us remains, waiting
With only faith, with trust, to be reborn;
I dream
Of bluest waters, reaching
With unnatural hands toward the faded sky,
Of dolphins that wander in seas without limits,
Carrying me water-breathing past corals and clouds ...
I try ...
To lead by example, knowing
That merely the telling holds no power;
A gift of giving is merely a day, while
A gift of knowing spans forever;
I hope ...
That my darkness holds you gently,
That pain is halved by sharing, that feeling
Wields nothing past the words it summons,
Except that it touch you with only healing ...
I am
A man,
only.

Their Pain

I can only imagine
What it's like to sacrifice
How it feels to do without
What it takes to pay the price
To offer all I have
Unto others with a need
I can only imagine
For myself, I live in greed

I can only imagine
What it's like to be alone
How it feels to be rejected
How to get by on my own
To never share a secret
To feel empty deep inside
I can only imagine
For myself, I live in pride

I can only imagine
What it's like to be abused
How it feels to lie awake
Feeling angry, tired and bruised
To have no friend to turn to
Filled with rage I can't release
I can only imagine
For myself, I live in peace

I can only imagine
What it's like to know such pain
How it feels to wake each morning
With a past I can't explain
To live a constant nightmare
That no else can parallel
I can only imagine
But for them, they live in Hell

Rose Of Life

I am unfolding gently beneath
your loving touch
Becoming
I let wholeness breath my
petals free
Awareness
Sweet fragrant Spirit touching
senses into life
Wisdom
Giving beauty back to the universe
Knowing
Each petal, sweet miracle of life
Oneness
We are hues of color, yet one
in Spirits blossom

In Times Of

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...
Yet finds no direction.

My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...
Yet it somehow eludes me.

My eyes seek out visions in times of want.
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...
Yet they cannot see the light.

My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.

My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.

My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.
It poses intense questions that demand answers ...
Yet there are none to be found.

***


My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.
It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...
And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.

In Times Of

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...
Yet finds no direction.

My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...
Yet it somehow eludes me.

My eyes seek out visions in times of want.
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...
Yet they cannot see the light.

My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.

My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.

My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.
It poses intense questions that demand answers ...
Yet there are none to be found.

***


My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.
It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...
And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.

Drifting

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

Let It Fall

One more anti-hero worship
from the depths
of some enigmatic fool
that left the suburbs
for the open fields
of post modern flight from hell.
No, not from the quakes
or the rumblings of racism,
that stench we all tend
to want to get rid of,
but the fact that there
were just too many things wrong.
So off I went to the last
journey of my youth,
through the pubs and alleys
of Los Angeles that served
many nights of reckless talk
and the establishment be damned.
There goes Happy House, Scream
and all those open up at 10 pm
party houses, where you paid 5 bucks
to drink yourself to life,
and walk out Saturday morning at 6 am
like the kind demons we were.
And dance the pain that we had
kept for the week
and wonder what 30 would be like
and if the Virgin Prunes
were right about
"If I die I die".
But then, that love in your soul
the one that makes you write
and pour out those false indignities
that caress your heart and mind
for after all we've been through
stars have their moments and then they die
All Alone
by Steven Mather

If one more day should pass me by
without a glimpse of you.
If cold night should once more descend
before I feel your silent touch;

if sunset comes without a word,
then tears will bubble from my eyes
to river down my face.

My heart will like a deadstone lie
and I, forlorn and hopeless,
will turn away to die.

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

In the darkness of night
I long for your touch
For you to hold me tight
Hearing your heartbeat come in rhythm with mine
Fearing that together, this is our last time

Feeling the warmth of your breath on my skin
Growing warmer as the lights go dim
Temptation is urging at my thoughts
Knowing this is where all innocents is lost

Saying I love you is caught in my throat
Drowning in my feelings
You keep me a float.
Praying that this night will never end
Knowing that our faces, we'll never see again

Regretting all the fights and silly arguments
Ready to take it back in one second
Wanting more time
The one thing we can't have
Leaving each other seems like an unforgivable crime
Knowing that forever I will always be yours
And you will be mine

What choice do we have?
Our lives we will live
This one crime we will have to forgive
Saying goodbye is hard to do
There's just thing left to say
As I whisper in your ear
I love you.

im not perfect


I am not a perfect person,
And I don't try to be.
I am just another imprisoned soul,
That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,
I don't want to shed anymore tears.
I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,
This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,
Or to tell you how I feel.
I just want to know the difference,
Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,
That is waiting to be found.
I'm just another liability,
That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,
And I'm about to hit the ground.
But I don't expect anyone to catch me,
Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,
They just ignore me everyday.
No one really cares enough,
To even ask me if I'm okay.

all alone

It is dark in this place
Once filled with hopes and dreams
It is now only hatred and pain
I am on my own side
Everyone else stays in the light
They are filled with happiness
While I am filled with anything but that
No one is with me
No one will ever be
They are happy, I am not
They will never understand me
Nor will they ever wish to
I can not blame them
I would also want to remain happy
But I have forgotten how
I don't know how to go back to the sunshine
I only know rain and night now
I watch the moon
It is my only friend
It understands and listens
Though it never talks to me
It helps me throughout my life
It is my last light
My last light of hope, dream, and my one love
And that shall never die ou

im alone

I float in a pool of darkness
Cold presses in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn

I ache with sorrow
I hunger to leave
To escape
To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard
To be loved

i like the way you look at me

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes gleaming so bright,
Staring into my eyes
Making everything just so right
And as I feel the smoothness
Deep within your heart
I know you're the one for me
Because I can feel the spark
It's so beautiful, so pure
It touches the inner soul
And the sweet and honest truth is that
Without you, I'm just not whole..
And no matter what you say or what do
I know it can't hurt as bad as I hurt you
And I want you to know that I'm not through
Because I think there should be a me and you

Sunday, August 9, 2009


heheheheeheheh
aq rasa kecewa ni cikit...
tak taw la napa
mungkin sebab dia
tapi aq redah
biar dia bahagia dengan org lain dari sengsara dengan aq
tapi aq tidak punya kekuatan tuk mengungkapkannya

Friday, August 7, 2009


lonely is the death words
but
sometimes lonely is the great drug

my mind full of question mark

my heart full of misery

no one can answer it

no one can fix it

maybe i should release it

and pretend nothing is wrong

should i or can i ?
dikala bayu malam mendakap tubuhku
terasa kosong jiwaku...
menanti sesuatu yang tak pasti...
TAK PASTI ?
aq pun tak tahu pa makna ayat ni....
pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri

adakah lonelly will be contineu

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

the new me


ni stail MCR
<<<<<<<
dress black n white
>>>>>>>>>







>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


yay ni lah imej terbaru aq




pakai sluar ketat n baju pink



ni pla rambut stile emo

Monday, August 3, 2009


my cousin..........

Friday, July 31, 2009

about my self

seorang yang pendiam....tapi klu da jumpa ngan kawan 1 kepala riuh semacam...
seorang yang pemaaf, law marah pun x lama 2 or tiga jam ja lepas tidur lupa la tu......namun iyanya akan kekal sebagai kenangan....kuat makan ni tapi nda juga pandai gemuk.. teramat caring n penyayang...law aq da sayang ngan 1 orang ia akan kekal sampai bila2 pun..suka bercerita tapi ngan kawan2 yang 1 kepala la law ngan org len cam cewek aq taw org yg aq sayang dalam diam taw terang, aq pemalu ni tapi aq rasa bahagia bila duduk ber2 selama berjam walaw tidak banyak yg kami bualkan... seorang yang misterious...penyimpam rahsiah...gatal ngan org trtentu ja...susah sangat nak marah...suka merajuk ngan geng2 satu kepala... wawawawawaww...selalu berperangai pelik mgkin coz aq suka sangat warna HITAM N PUTIH.... kadang2 suka warna biru n hijau...ikut mood juga bah .... aq jarang peduli sal pandangan org about aq...aq redah ja pa pun org kata..... tak suka n selesa la law org perhatikan aq lama2....suka cari kawan n mahu sentiasa berada bersama2 ngan kawan..sehari tak da kawan mcm seluruh jiwa aq hilang dari badan..aq sanggat SETIA... walau org yg aq cintai tak setia.....seorang yang chearing n talkactive n senyuman tak pena hilang dari bibir aq ..ni kata lecturer english aq.tak taw la betul taw nda..suka sangat bersms.... kreadit abis pun sal sms,,selalu sangat abis kreadit ni..law nda sms orang macam maw demam pla... bagi aq ""cinta itu rahmat terindah walau ia tidak berbalas"" huhuhuhuh tah napa aq kata g2..ia lahir dari hati tulusku..huhuhuh
seumur hidup aq aq selalu berhadapan ngan pilihan yang sememangnya tidak dapat aq pilih....
hehehehehhh
seorang yang peka ngan keadaan sekeliling..terlalu peka ngan perasaan org sekeliling...tak suka menyusahkan orang lain...suka dengar luahan hati orang .... walau aq tidak dapat membantu tapi sekurang2nya jadi pendengar yang setia...
sentimental heart...mudah terluka namun teda sepa yang akan tahu andai aq terluka... menjaga perasaan org lebih penting bagi aq dr jaga perasaan aq... kebahagiaan org adalah kebahagiaan aq ... suka lagu2 yang ada unsur cinta...tak kira bm or bi...jika aq tak da mood or sedih or kecewa tu mesti aq diam ja tanpa kata n masa ni aq perlu seseorang di sisi menemani aq tapi jangan tanya aq apa2 t aq nangis..hehehehe PELIK kan aq,,,, jangan tanya pa2 just look n see..
CINTA N PERSAHABATAN kena terjalin serentak...huhuhu jiwang bah aq ni kadang2..
law aq satu orang ja tanpa teman d sisi mesti aq sedih... law aq sedih ni aq mesti berangan2.. kuat sangat berfikir..wawawawa
ni la serba sedikit tentang aq,,, law maw taw sepa aq ni kena la berkawan ngan aq t batu ko taw sepa aq yang sebenar2nya..

Sunday, July 26, 2009


huhuhuhuhuhu my school bag

aq

hidup umpama suatu perlayaran
sekejap airnya tenang sangat
membuat hati tenang n bahagia
tiada kata yang dapat mengambarkan nya
tapi
bila da brgelora
semua ketenangan hilang begitu sahaja
tanpa pesan tau tanda

perlayaran hidup aq lagi tak dapat diduga
semuanya berubah tanpa ada sebab yang jelas
hanya tuhan yang lebih mengerti segalanya
namun aq terlalu lemah tuk melalui semua ini tanpa ada teman d sisi
tubuhkuyang kerdil umpama semut di lautan
terlalu payah tuk mengharungi badai yang mendatang

kehadiran teman membawa suatu perubahan
change yang membawa pelbagai warna2 kehidupan
warna yang mampu menyinari segenap inci duniaku
melukis kenangan indah suka n duka bersama
namun semua itu bukan hakiki
bisa pergi tanpa d pinta

walau semua itu adalah suatu keindahan namun aq harus pasrah melepaskan...
kerna aq tahu bahwa
'' YANG PATAH TUMBUH,,YANG HILANG BERGANTI''
namun ia tak mungkin sama
beza amat berbeza....

biarlah aq meniti hari2 mendatang dengan penuh ketabahan
walau ia perit
walau ia sukar
akan ku tempuhi dengan penuh ketabahan

Sunday, July 19, 2009

huhuhuhu


today was the third day im sick

so hard to recover back

hope will get well faster

to much job that i carry on my bone

hard to say

but its my responsibility

i accept it ....

about my heart...

SUHAILAH.....

She love me very much ..i think

hopelly

my fwen zELL

i dont know...weather same like thats time...

Friday, July 10, 2009

my new pics


boring gila la sekarang ni teda pa maw d buat ni...


kuliah pun smua baru maw introduction....


tp minggu depan mati la ada suda pensyarah maw bg assigment


malaas pla.....


kat bilik pun boring ni....


rindu pla ngan DIA...

my new pics



huhuhuhuh

best juga aq skrrg ni....

teda pensyarah yg bg assigment ag...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

salam..

hari ni aq risaw sangat... kawan aq balik tawaw sermalam

td subuh dia ada sms yang ada tanah runtuh kat ranau...

aq sma dia balik jam 8 pagi tp PENDING..m

ni la buat aq risaw ni.....

hope la dia dlm keadaan yg baik ...

aq mc tak dpt duduk diam ni...

risaw sangat ni sekarang...

pa la dia buat sekarang...

da sampai ker belum...
hope uda sampai dalam keadaan yang selamat..

salam.......

hari ni aq rasa pelik.....

hati aq berdebar2

tak taw la pla knapa ni

rindu

cinta

sayang

semua bersatu di mindaku...

moga segalanya baik2 belaka

my short walks

Monday, July 6, 2009

Saturday, July 4, 2009

im home

ari ni aq masuk ums uda ni......

bermula la sem 3

moga2 ointer thn ni naik lar...

gembira....msk cini....sedih tinggalkan DIA

aq sendiri tak pasti a sebenarnya perasaan aq sekarang ni..

huhuhhuhu mampukah aq jalani hidu ini begini...

hanya masa n keadaan yg bisa menjawabnya..

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

salam...

ari ni paling teruk dalam hidup aq

tunggu 2jam tp nda dapat pa2 ni....

tah sala aq taw sepa?

biarlah

tekanan ja aq fikir.........

rindu pla ngan DIA

Monday, June 29, 2009

fuh


malam ni aq sendirian ......

teman2 ku ada keja nak di buat

aq sendiri kat bilik ni

adei sunyinya.....

rindu pla ngan DIA

insan yg buat diriku bahagia,,,

insan yg selalu membawa cahaya kasih sayang

DIALAH insan istimewa

Sunday, June 28, 2009


hari ni aq pulang uda g ums,,,,,,,

best sanggat dapat jumpa ngan members......

rindu sanggat nan dorang ni...........

salam

salam

semalam aq jalan ngan dia......

rasa boring juga lar............

tapi aq rasa bahagia bla brdua ngan dia......

huhuhuhuhuhu

Friday, June 26, 2009

salam

hari ni aq penat sangat

satu hari aq teda kat umah

pagi aq jalan ngan nenek aq.......pulang petang.....

pas tu aq jalan lagi gi jumpa my best friends...........

walauapapun...... aq happy sangat.aq bahagiah sangat dapat jumpa Z

HEHEHEHEHEEH

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

salam.

hari ni abiz uda aq punya kursus kepimpinan.

skrg aq free la ni...

HARI NI AQ LG RINDDU NGAN ''Z''

huhuhuhuhuh

napa bah aq ni nda trkawal uda

SALAM.........

aq rinddu ngan org yang paling aq sayang lepasdiri aq. kluarga.gf.kawan...

tak tau napa dia yg slalu ada dalam kotak mindaku berbanding org lain

'Z' orang yang bisa buat otakku menjadi tenang.....

dia buat aq bahagiah walaupun kami hanya kawan.

tp bukan kawan biasa........

aq pun nda taw pa status hubungan kami.

hehehehe

HAREI NI AQ RASA RINDU SANGAT NGAN ORANG...

aq ikut kem kepimpinan ni sekarang
dari 23-25 jun2009

best juga lar......

dpa jmpa remai kawan baru.......

tp sok da last ni aq rasa windu la ni ngan dorang nanti

Sunday, June 21, 2009

its me........


hye there .........

adei aq bingung lar ari ni tak taw napa

perasaan aq bercampur baur ni..

tah mengapa jd begini...........

Saturday, June 20, 2009

hidupku penuh dengan warna warni........di coretkan oleh insan2 yang ada disisi ku setiap waktuada warna yg membawaku ke arah kegembiraan.............ada warna yang bisa bawa ku ke alam bahagia........adajuga yang bisa menempatkan aq ke dalam keadaan yang begitu terumbang ambing........langkah kakiku begitu jauh berjalan kadang pantas kadang longlai, namua semua ini akan menjadi satu titian kearah yang PASTI, setiap derap langkah kakiku akan melukis citra hidupku citra warma warni dunia...........